song without music

only wanted
to be wanted
when i was
pushed you away
them away
all away
left myself
alone to wander
left myself
alone to wonder
why it hurts
darkness grows
confess to the muse
tears begin to flow
the fool who played
the lovers game
should have stayed
alone and sane
love is not
for likes of you
ask the muse
she'll tell you too
you cannot be
without suffering
it's who you are
born to be
the bottle isn't
deep enough
waves have barely
gotten rough
kiss the children
say goodbye
go wander in
your moonlit sky
now laughing mad
at your own tears
wishing back
those early years
and all you threw
left yourself
alone to wander
left yourself
alone to wonder
why you hurt
the ones you love