song without music

I only wanted to be wanted
But when I was I pushed you away
Them away. All away.
Left myself alone to wander
Left myself alone to wonder
Why it hurts

Inside the darkness grows
Confessions to the muse
And tears begin to flow
The fool who played the lovers game
You should have stayed alone and sane
Love is not for the likes of you
Ask the muse she'll tell you too
You cannot be without suffering
It's who you're born to be

Your bottle isn't deep enough
The waves have barely gotten rough
Kiss the children say goodbye
Go wander in your moonlit sky
Now laughing mad at your own tears
Wishing back those early years
And all you threw away

Left yourself alone to wander
Left yourself alone to wonder
Why you hurt the ones you love